I havent been able to get back to sleep this morning, theres too many thoughts running thru my head. you really only get one chance in life, and to tell you the truth if i had access to a time machine i would totally start my life over go back to middle school and not start cutting class and hanging around people that were going to get me in trouble. i wish i could re do highschool and stay in class, get good grades, and use my brain like i was afraid too back then. i should have been more proud of how smart i was, but i was so scared that no one would like me if i was smart. all i ever wanted was to be accepted and to have friends, and i do love my friends but i shouldve handled to situation differently. if i wouldve been my own leader i wouldve graduated from tennyson, went to college, i wouldve already had my degree and an amazing job right now.
i am very grateful for what i do have and what i have accomplished but i could have been so much more, i could have done so much and seen so much and been so many more places. its all in the choices we make so
i hope as i raise my son i can show him how precious life is, and that hes only got one shot to make it in life and i hope to teach him to strive to reach his goals, i want him to WANT to be better than what i am. i also hope by going to college now and him seeing how hard i am trying to make his life better he will grow up knowing it wont be so hard if you do things right the first time around. i am very hopefully for my son and his generation and i cant wait to see how well he does in life. no matter the outcome i will always be proud of him and love him.
' Everything you do in life you need to make it count.
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